Bleubelle~

Eating sweet, sweet Japanese butterscotch and contemplating life.  Wondering if we’ll get out early from work tomorrow.  Wondering if the sugar will keep me up til the ungodly hours I’ve lately found myself awake at.  Thinking about the moutain of ironing I still have to do.  Listening to the insane wind blowing outside the house.  Thinking about how nice it is now that Autumn is finally here.  Thinking about how I should hang up my cute red jacket.  Wondering why japanese hard candy is always so good and smooth.  Feeling guilty that I haven’t shipped that package to M yet.  Feeling not so guilty because I don’t have a box big enough or the time to go out and buy one until Friday.  Remembering that tomorrow is payday.  Feeling grateful that I have a job.  Feeling guilty that I keep spending money of silly things that only bring momentary pleasure.  Hoping that I will be able to wake up in the AM tomorrow moring.  Feeling terrible that I rarely do nowdays, and that this week has been particularly bad in that regard.  Wondering why I don’t update this page more.  Wondering if I really have too many pages to update.  Remembering that annoying woman who bought all of that clearance party crap.  Feeling grateful that I still have priorities.  Feeling annoyed at how jaded I’ve become.  Feeling like a limp noodle.  Thinking that I should stop eating candy and brush my teeth.  Thinking better of that privious thought.

Randomly saying ‘I want pie”

Sewing

Ribbon

Pretty dresses

Imitating my friend’s cat for my family’s amusement

Getting packages in the mail

Milk candy

Cherry-vanilla iced cream

Coffee from the bagel shop

The colors red, green, blue and pink

My new jacket that I can’t wait to wear

Autumn

Snow

Antique shops full of knick-knacks I can’t buy but are fun to look at

Otsuka Ai’s ballads

Taking walks

Waking up feeling refreshed (it hasn’t happened recently though)

Mac and cheese

Ginger ale

The candy shops near my Grandma’s house

My grandfather’s leather chair

Hugs

Falling asleep in front of a sunny window, like a cat

Soap

Spice gumdrops

Buying nice things for my future kitchen

Dreaming

Train rides

Mittens

Pearls

Cats

Baby-anythings

Seeing happy children with happy parents

Fun-fetti cake mix

Cleaning my room (at times)

Sanrio (Hello Kitty, My Melody, Chococat, Cinnamoroll!)

Eating cereal for dinner

Hot chocolate with whipped cream at restaurants

Seeing my friends

Getting all of my work done early.

Looking forward to things

Drawing

Getting my sister to laugh and not be serious all the time

Trees

Watching goofy Japanese shows on youtube

Red hair

Thinking about my childhood

Looking at old photographs

Christmas

Au Bon Pan’s corn muffins and chocolate croissants

Getting out of the house

Chocolate with crisp rice

Shopping

Creating things

Peanut butter and bananas

I want to spend my life making and doing beautiful things for myself and the people I love.

That is all.

Dear camera,

Pleasepleaseplease stop being sucky for 90% of the time.  I like you and I know you are capable of producing decent, even good photos, but I am getting tired of your inconsistancy.

Very tired.

I realized tonight that we sell two kinds of soap scents at work.  One is just scent, which smells gross and perfume~y.  The other kind is essential oil, which is the good kind.  Very, very good.  I bought a bottle of pomegranate-vanilla oil and I couldn’t stop smelling it *__* 

Also got some more colors and pearl powder to try out.

And clear and shea butter soap.  I really splurged tonight.

The only sad thing is that my sister says she can’t take the smell of *any* of the oils and that they give her headaches ;___;  But it’s not I’m not going to make soap every day, so I really don’t see the problem ~_~;;;  *shrugs*

But it still kinda made me feel sad :x

I made three kinds of soap tonight:

Cranberry-Apple (I’m SO making more soap with this scent.  It’s so yummy!  And the color looks like apple cider *-*)

Orange Brownie w. bath salts (The orange stands out better than the first time I made this kind, which makes me happy *_*)

Peppermint Tea (Kind of a mistake because I used too much loose tea.  It was the coffee soap all over again, only green :x  And I totally forgot that I had a bottle of mint scent so it doesn’t smell like much ._.;;;)

So, two out of three, that’s pretty good.

I can’t get them out of the molds though because I am a total weakling ;__;

I hope this works~

Ah, good, it did~

Not that I expected something to go wrong or anything.